原文
"It seems like disloyalty to Matthew, somehow, to find pleasure in
these things now that he has gone," she said wistfully to Mrs. Allan
one evening when they were together in the manse garden. "I miss him so
much--all the time--and yet, Mrs. Allan, the world and life seem very
beautiful and interesting to me for all. Today Diana said something
funny and I found myself laughing. I thought when it happened I could
never laugh again. And it somehow seems as if I oughtn't to."
語彙など
- disloyalty:不忠
- somehow:どことなく
- wistfully:物思いに沈んで
- manse:牧師館,大邸宅
- for all:それでも
- funny:おかしい