アンの愛情 第七章

Chapter VII Home Again(34)

原文
"I didn't know what to do. Would the conductor, I wondered, stop the car and put me off in ignominy and shame? Was it possible that I could convince him that I was merely the victim of my own absentmindedness, and not an unprincipled creature trying to obtain a ride upon false pretenses? How I wished that Alec or Alonzo were there. But they weren't because I wanted them. If I HADN'T wanted them they would have been there by the dozen. And I couldn't decide what to say to the conductor when he came around. As soon as I got one sentence of explanation mapped out in my mind I felt nobody could believe it and I must compose another. It seemed there was nothing to do but trust in Providence, and for all the comfort that gave me I might as well have been the old lady who, when told by the captain during a storm that she must put her trust in the Almighty exclaimed, 'Oh, Captain, is it as bad as that?'

語彙など
  • conductor:車掌
  • ignominy:屈辱
  • shame:恥
  • convince:説得する
  • absent-mindedness:放心
  • unprincipled:無節操な
  • false pretense:詐欺罪
  • by the dozen:大量に
  • map out:策定する
  • compose:作る
  • providence:神意
  • for all:〜にもかかわらず
  • might as well:〜する方がましだ
  • Almighty:全能の神