原文
"Because I simply couldn't make up my mind to do it. I never can make
up my mind about anything myself--I'm always afflicted with indecision.
Just as soon as I decide to do something I feel in my bones that another
course would be the correct one. It's a dreadful misfortune, but I was
born that way, and there is no use in blaming me for it, as some people
do. So I couldn't make up my mind to go and speak to you, much as I
wanted to."
語彙など
- make up one's mind:決心する
- afflict with:〜で苦しませる
- that way:そのように
- there is no use:〜しても無駄だ
- blame:人を非難する