Essay,Poem,and Words

The Japanese movie 'Haha (as Mother)' was seen in communication satellite broadcasting.

The tune which flows to the theme is "Träumerei". The insertion song is "Hoshin No Nagareni (as Flow of the star)". It was a movie filled with without Setsu and the hope for indescribable.

I thought that why my mother had liked "Träumerei" was understood.

My mother does not have the memory of the mother of herself. There was only one photograph. It was a tune which had been heard first when I was discretion lucky. My mother should surely have seen this movie. My mother might have been looking for her mother.

The marriage not permitted was done and the grandmother who had borne her mother (seeing with a smile beautiful) was filled in the photograph. How was my mother who did not include her mother searching for the mother of herself? [It] is a mother who does not understand why it to be even good, and nor brought us up as for mother's role.

Big love of my mother was felt and I felt deep love. Ah, and for me who was not able to be dutiful to one's parents, my mother was happy and being possible even to get was happy. No Setsu at all. Surely, my mother is to depend too much on the grandmother in the heaven. It was a night which mother's deep sadness was done and had seen. Ah you only had to depend too much more. (1999.7.26)